The tattoo of thoughts

The tattoo of thoughts

Who I Am I just look into the mirror Yet I know this is not my face This space In which they consider divine What the fuck are you playing now? This routine is to blame The lego cubes that are undone Childhood that we are all lost in somehow There's nothing real And I try to pull myself together back Yet still keep falling apart We all want to be immortal Yet make out with our own death all the time

The tattoo of thoughts Salty tears My sick face And my thoughts sick as well The tattoo of thoughts Salty tears My sick face My sick eyes!!

There is no God inside There is no me inside And there is nothing That could make me go on and on further than a way back

I wander with no aim I sin for I lie That I don't know about many Who has been just as broken As I am now That I don't know them Who could be cured By my truth Since all the times I know nothing Keep spiraling down Don't ask me anymore Just go away Don't follow my steps I keep losing myself Time keep passing around I don't feel right I wish I could cease Not looking back turning around

4x YET EVRYBODY WILL BE LAUGHING AT ME!!!

I cannot be Responsible for myself I have only left my whiskey and my cigs, so lets smoke

Times running through my fingers As I sit here surrounded by my anxieties My own luxury looney bin And only what I can be certain about is my paranoia That turns us all into walking dead corps

I don't love anybody I hate everybody I keep slipping away From all that used to be close to me And I feel like nowhere I carve for nothing You want to hear the truth? I cannot even understand my own self And I cannot tell anymore, if these are real people or just whispers I'M DONE!!

The tattoo of thoughts Salty tears My sick face And my thoughts sick as well The tattoo of thoughts Salty tears My sick face My sick eyes!!

There is no God inside There is no me inside And there is nothing That could make me go on and on further than a way back

I don't feel like someone I feel like noone I'm not a role model I'm noone

I like watching the sky I'm its withness I exist through this sky Does it need me? So rad

My sky is broken!! My mirror is broken in the clouds!! I will never see myself again!! My sickness please go away!! My sickness please go away!! My sickness please stop destroying me I ask you so bad leave me alone leave me alone

JUST FUCK AWAY!!!

Cytat - Życie to wyzwanie

‘’Świat niczego od Ciebie nie potrzebuje, ale Ty musisz mu coś dać. Dlatego żyjesz. Jeśli się teraz zabijesz, udowodnisz, że większość ma rację – niczym nie różnisz się od miliardów innych czaszek, które leżą pod ziemią. Jeśli dasz coś światu, nawet coś nietrwałego, wygrasz.”

- Jonathan Caroll „Dziecko na niebie”

somtimes in happy time :)

fun in paint (by spray)

KRUQERA

Who we are

Hold this book of commandments
I'm not able to get trhough it
the last commandment
to love yourself, love anybody
love even from a distance
anyone who consider themselves a human
its a gospel truth
but these are not humen, these are animals
and I pay awfully
for each day that had no meant for me
I will lose everything
every day that could mean something for me
something more...

chorus.

think real
how do we look in this shit
who are we, are we really real?
are re really real if we don't know who we are?

I don't like this screen play
fill in your questionairy
do you fit in to hang out as this ornament
of this world, amoung other starts, they shine
awesome fun, but they don't realize
it's just dummies, make beliefs , ilussions of happiness
hide yourself from these feelings that kill us
or just shut up and stop bitching
wipe these shades away,
which make us look  retarded
they need to go like smoke

chorus.
think real
how do we look in this shit
who are we, are we really real?
are re really real if we don't know who we are?

A lot of us tend to think
how does autism manifest itself
is our condition better or worse
and how do you pronounce our names
is that whole generation that is retarded like that
don't try to tell me there are no judgements
that God has forbidden you that

you hate fuels my hate
your evil fuels mine
where is all this humankind's  gratitude?
While we wait for the last things
along with our country, and an olive grove
let's crucify each other!!

forget what all the pleasures are
they are not the unzipped bras
and not the nice words whispered in the dark
It's a relief, even if for a short while
a relief I wont exchange with anything else
and don't give it to anyone
Final Relief
like leaving your home
forever, 
no coming back

Marilyn Manson - Disassociative

I can tell you what they say in space 
That our earth is too grey 
But when the spirit is so digital 
The body acts this way 

That world was killing me 
That world was killing me 

Disassociative 

The nervous systems down, 
The nervous systems down 
I know 
The nervous systems down, 
The nervous systems down 
I know 

I can never get out of here 
I don't want to just float in fear 
A dead astronaut in space 
I can never get out of here 
I don't want to just float in fear 

A dead astronaut in space 

Sometimes we walk like 
We were shot through 
Our heads, my love 
We write a song in space 
Like we are already 
Dead and gone 

Your world was killing me 
Your world was killing me 

Disassociative 

Your world was killing me 
Your world was killing me 

Disassociative 

I can never get out of here
I don't want to just float in fear 
A dead astronaut in space 
I can never get out of here 
I don't want to just float in fear 

A dead astronaut in space 

The nervous systems down, 
The nervous systems down, 
The nervous systems down, 
The nervous systems down 

I can never get out of here 
I don't want to just float in fear 
A dead astronaut in space 
I can never get out of here 
I don't want to just float in fear 

A dead astronaut in space